Things I say to my besties

"stop blamin' yourself so much. accept who you are. and remember he's not your past. he's your present and future, at the moment."


"i have this thought. it may be wrong. this might come off as rude, but are you blaming others of your loneliness? it took me a bit to figure this out, but maybe you just need a kind push. you are only lonely if you want to be. if you don't want to be lonely then don't desert yourself. become a best friend with yourself, more than a best friend with yourself. become your own lover (in a since...not to be weird and nasty about it). in the time i spent like i felt lonely and deserted by all, i found that i had myself. and if i didn't like spending time with me, then that's just wrong. how can someone else have a good time with you when you can't have a good time with yourself? great periods of loneliness will occur, even when i have family and a husband, i have felt quite alone. which happened a couple times in the last few months."

Short Story...

The time has come when I must write a story.  A story about absolutely nothing significant in my life.  A story that is so uneventful it will end suddenly.  The End.